god?

i bought this bible a while back, so long ago i cant remember when. i was unpacking a box in my closet a couple weeks ago and i found it. NIV thinline, still in the box. beautiful Italian, duo-tone leather. i havent opened it yet and am not sure why. im not the type to read scripture every night or really ever all that frequently, but i used to be. there was a time in my life when i felt guided. i was here and for a reason. there was purpose to the man i was becoming. i lost that somewhere along the way and never found it again. fast forward a few years and im here. i had everything and lost it all, gained it back and then some. im blessed with the people around me, so thankful for everything in my life. everythings coming together again. i mean, ive just picked an agent. the book is just about done. im on my way. but theres something missing. am i going to drop some profound statement about how finding my faith once again will complete me inside and God is the answer to all my questions? im not that guy. but i found this book in my closet and i dont remember buying it or why. and maybe theres just more to it than that. maybe not. but maybe.